My day came crashing down at the sound of the bell. Another letdown. Another wasted thought of hope, but I knew in my mind it wouldnt happen. well ELECKA CALLED ME.... and now Im hAP p Y! No one knows me like she does. She's still the same person and I'm glad she hasnt changed. She asked my mom if she could visit in July or June and my mom 'oked'! ... i feel like the other half of me is back now, but I still feel senseless. BFFL My soulmate was at the grocery store. He got absoultely EVERYTHING i would get! ahh marry me.... he was so hot so sooo hot. Hispanic baby! and he had shades and yeah he WINKED AT ME...but then he saw that im young and my momma came along haha so love at first sight abruptly comes down. i would be stupid to write anything else