"I'd rather go home with a murderer, than go home with a liar, cause atleast I know when he's going to kill me" -my auntie debra I love her I was a homebody today. I stayed in my room painting Guatelma leaves on my new canvas. These leaves are so beautiful, and rare in a midtone of colors and I've been working on this painting for 2 months now. I only came out of my room to eat. I went to I HOP with my Auntie Khorda Ray, my mother, and my brother. That was around lunch time and I'm still full (its 11:16 pm) I'm seeing Patrick and Cory tomorrow. Elecka would cripple at this. god, i miss her. but shes coming soonish...so she says :( I've been really happy lately. *i guess I can get my heart back from Ronald's Charity Association Right now I feel like I can't drown anymore....I'll suck up the fucking water before I let it lacerate me. yet on second thought i don't expect this to last forever