7 days later, I'm looking in the mirror, praying to god I've changed...even if no one else can see it but me. why are you still with me? Didn't you see what I've done? I feel Kevin's heart again. He is becoming more and more apart of me and yet I can't help but to love the way this d e t a c h m e n t feels. I can define myself as me. Your kisses blind me I wanna feel the light on my face. I want the world to keep turning. There is a nervous rush running through my veins. I know this next month is going to be one of the most stressful months of my life. I can't afford to fuck up I am not looking forward to going to prom with all those "people." I don't hate anyone, but I don't feel like an awkward night. I just wanna have fun. I don't wanna look back and remember how "that person" still holds a grudge from like grade school, or how "that person" can't talk to me just because we used to be friends. I wish everyone could just act like they are 17 and 18. PEACE BABY