i know the beginning is kinda ORDINARY but o well, i just needed to vent. ------------------------------------------------- I will cut myself Until I get to the core of your self-indulgent ways I want you to see The pain I've opened up For all the tears I've had to hold back The miscolor in your breath bleeds septic The more kismet keeps its secrets in me You're the proof of my condemnation Giving disgrace as more welts tarnish Longing, upon my black skin Hey, sorry excuse Tell me where's the light to swallow tonight The door is ungraspable Hauling through the mauve corridors Of empty picture frames, and blank baby books Where's your shame?