She writes about burning books. Tales she desperately lived through to kill whats in front of her. I was her once School starts soonish, so I have been shopping madly. I'm going cd crusading sometime. I want the Warped Tour Cd ($6.00 @ target-2 cds!) and the Seether disclaimer and I want Killswitch Engage. Tomorrow I am saying my goodbyes to my cousin Brittany. It's really complicated for all the reasons why. I probably won't see her again. I think my mom is losing faith. Well, I guess Brittany's goodbye is pissing on our carpet *sigh* "She's worse than a dog," my mother said. I finally had the time to write in my diary today and I got so much out. It's amazing how much better I feel right now. I even read through my past diary. It's like reading through my old mind. shadows of doubt consume you. the light you barely see. growing wings of sorrow; have brought you to the winds of plague.