Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love All my resistance will never be distance enough I hate guys... I valued my friendship with Lenard and he had to ruin it. We are always joking around, and I really trusted him as a friend. We like all the same teams...so we are always gambling with ppl at work. I laughed in his face when he told me I will be his girl one day. He asked me when will I be 18 and gave me his number, and made me feel really uncomforable. I honestly want to call him just to ask him if he was serious for the the fifth time. He is in his thirties. I know Lenard really cares for me, by the things he says to me, but honestly I thought he thought of me as his SISTER. I must be doing something to always bring this on myself...I don't understand why I am always in this situation where I am r u n n i n g from something that shouldn't be. And I am sick of Justin...I am almost glad he will be gone for 2 weeks now. I never thought he could make me think differently of him...but he is just like every other guy i've met. well tonight hasnt even started yet. everything is so unpredictable...its scary.