Listening to: Murderdolls
Feeling: subdued
im pissed.
at black people
yes, i know im black
but a bunch of ignorant black people getting together on martin luther king jr. day to beat each other up pisses me off.
everyone forgot the meaning
and it makes me look bad
I've always tried to seperate myself from shit like that
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The flames burn over your skin
The hot passion
That does exist
In the pit of my stomach
Just guilt and only guilt
I killed off the others
Buried in my anger
Only fury and envy and jealousy
But its all for you
Burned into my mind
To keep score, keep tab
Scratched into the surface
Of soft, smooth skin
Scarred and torn
The wrists of you and I
Bleeding out
Broken and bloody
Are the dreams you had
I don’t love you
And I never have
Did you write that at the bottom of your entry?