steven asked me to prom...thru a text message ahhhhhh why me???? and then he gives me a time notice DUE DATE-- of when to give him my answer...and his prom is in 2 weeks. haha yeah right. I'm barely going to be ready in time for my own prom. michael called me today and asked me if I wanted to be friends with benefits or "friends as lovers" as he called it. But I can't blame him because I should've kicked him to the curb a long time ago. I told him a month ago, I didn't want a boyfriend, and he just kept trying to work his way around it. I know better than this. I should've stoppped talking to him...some guys just can't fucking keep their dicks on check. I have been listening to Kevin alot lately, instead of arguing with him. And am actually gonna take his criticism and turn into something useful. He told me to get rid of the bullshit...and what I don't need...and that I need to stop being so nice. Kevin has really proved to me so far that he can change. I'm proud of him...I feel like we are growing up together; helping each other up and to come back to reality.