i forgot there was a feeling like this. breathing ABSTRACT. my house is no longer a home silence is now breakable, but I want it to stay like this forever, so it won't ever change. My brother cried for an hour asking a million questions...and I sat blank not knowing how I'm supposed to feel about something that hasn't made it to reality yet. i wish i was my own communist. i never knew what it would feel like to have her approval me. her cutsy voice seemed to shade every fucked up thing that happened today. i knew it was going to be a bad day from the momment I opened my eyes. SIGNS: My alarm didn't go off...so I rushed to school. Every fucking light I turned on, fucking BLEW out. I wish i was dreaming. I wish they were kidding. I wish i could live yesterday all over again. Thank you Steven < 3