Well I've been crying for days... and i cant take it anymore... its not fair that i have to go through all this shit.... i dont want to be me anymore... yeah there are a lot of good things that have happened to me.... like brandon and my friends... but my family is braking apart... and then school... and i dont know... im sick of it... im to the point where if soemthing else happens im going to explode.... and i only one support system now... thats brandon... if something goes wrong with him and me... im going to.... i dont know... i just know its not going to be good...