Life hands you surprises I come to school and my ex is there?! What the hell? I was scared because I didn't want to face him. He's the one that didn't seem like me when we dated. I didn't date any one for 8 months, how crazy? But life gave me a great guy, oh Jack... he's amazing. I was scared for him... But gah, I don't want to think about the ex. There's nothing about it. My ex lost me, I didn't lose him. Anyways, I gained Jack. That's all I need. Tomorrow is going to be four weeks since we began dating. And I think he's amazing. This relationship seems more real than any other. It seems as if its going to have an impact in my life... And the relationship with my ex seems fake to me now. No feeling.. not like this. It has nothing against my relationship. The more I think about it, the more I'm glad. Gah, I can't believe it 4 weeks, almost a whole month?! I love it... I'm loving every minute of it and we both know it. You know how I feel. Sometimes I wonder how you really feel sometimes. But yes, nothing can ruin this. I won't let it... I've fought too hard to get where we are. :]