Florida was amazing. Bekka & Mickey- They are still the same. Bekka was rather annoying, I don't understand how we were ever 'best-friends'. She's just not someone I'd consider for that now. It's weird. But gah, I got shoved in my face all the shit I did when I was there. Like making out with a boy 6 years older than me, and dating Bekka for a day. Gah, it was retarded. Apparently I'm 'jail-bait'. What ever. Jakey Wakey- Fuck, he's changedddd. He's really nice and I just wish I had more time with him. I really missed that boy. Tato- He was the strangest one of all. I don't know if half the shit he said he meant or if he just said it to get somewhere. But it seemed all sincere. And the kisses, holy shit I could feel all the tenderness all the emotions. It's like he was just screaming at me how much he missed me, like he couldn't fucking believe it. He didn't leave my side for the whole night. I felt really special, like someone cared. Just the way he found a way to hold me, gah. It was amazing. Of course I don't like him though. Well I do, but just not love him. See how much of a bitch I am? It's retarded. Oh well. He lives in a different country, so it's all good. Nothing more is happening. And no more feelings are getting stirred up. But he did the cutest thing! When I was leaving he gave me a hug, then I turned to leave and he grabbed my hand and asked me not to go. Then I kissed him goodbye and I turned to leave again and I walked, but he caught my hand and said 'Please, don't.' then he gave me the necklace that was on his neck and kissed me one more time. And the emotions, I was just stunned. I never knew a kiss could tell you so fucking much. Oh well.. that's over. I'm back to reality. I'm back to being in love with a person I might or might not be with. It was fun living a bit of a fantasy though. A fantasy where someone actually cared about me. Can anyone say 'Fuck'?