Oh sweetie, you're a bore.

Basically how my life is right now, I think. But things have happened and stuff. First of all, I went to the mall last week, the day before I went to get my license and stuff, and I bought things but I had an odd encounter with a man that was selling hairstraighteners. He was from Israel, and he was really nice. Totally hitting on me though. He asked if he could straighten my hair and if I would buy the straightner if he convinced me it was the best buy on the planet. Of course I told him I had no intention of buying the straightner because I didn't have that kind of money. So he just asked if we could chat while he straightned my hair, so we did and once we were done I was going to leave, but he stopped me and asked if I would go to coffee with him. Then he told me his age, and I ran. He was 21, tooooooooo oldddddddddd forrrrrrrrr meeeeeeeeeeee. Still funny and I'm quite flattered. :)

Then Friday, I went to get my license and I passed. :) Twas great. Haven't driven though. :( But on the brightside, I've spoken to Blee a lot more. He's been really nice and we kinda just talk a lot. It's pretty great. It's like we're best friends all over again. I love it! :) I don't feel so utterly alone anymore. Which is good, civilization is very good. Sometimes. Hehe.

But anyway, the relationship between my brother and I has improved. A bit. Still really shaky which always throws me off. We used to be so close. So I don't understand why there's such hostility between us. I kind of always feel like I'm still mad at him for leaving and making my grandpa cry. I feel like... he got off too easy. And every one just praises him because he came back, not because he changed. Because he hasn't. He never will, he'll still be the same. But whatever, what does it matter what I feel. I just help and comply.

Oh well, going to Florida in a week. I should get packing. :D I'm excited. :)