Idealistic Romantic I've always wanted love. Never had in in my grasp. Or I did once, but it slipped. I've thought about it for so long. But it's such a vain thought. Love, I always thought would last forever. I don't think that now. And marriage, about it being about love. Everything in this society has proved it wrong. People marry because they love each other, but as soon and they begin to live with each other and procreate, they merely find out that they can't stand the sight or the scent of their 'significant' others. I do not wish to marry. I wish for children, but I don't want to raise the child with yelling around. Poor child, I would think. But you're probably thinking that I'm far too young to think of such a thing. But my thoughts on this is that I love someone... I don't need to make a commitment on paper. They will be my lovers. I'll love them with all my might, but I will not force them to stay with me for the remainder of their lifetimes. Marriage, to me in a contract between sexes. If I love whom ever I love, I will not force them to love me forever as well. If one day they wish to get up and leave, then they should do so with out looking back and re-thinking of their decisions because of the papers or how it's going to make me feel. For me, If I love someone.. I want them to be happy. No matter what cost to me. If they're happy alone, let them be. If they're happy with another, then let it be.