Making conversations I keep thinking of conversations I can have with you. Most of them saying how I feel about you. And how I would love it if we got back together. But honestly, I miss you beyond belief. It's all I've been thinking about since we broke up. We stopped dating in November. It's been 3 months and you're still in my head. I want to kiss you again, I want to hug you again, I want to be with you again. I regret not hearing your explanation. I regret not kissing you enough. I regret being jealous. I regret being scared of losing you. I regret all the drama. I miss you so much. It's impossible to look at you with out thinking about everything. And everything hits me like a ton of bricks. I really hope that the dance changes at least something. I really hope that I get the courage to tell you what I think in person. Jack, I miss you so much. So so so much. I don't want to date, because once you say you're dating someone something changes. The thrill of the chase gets killed. You begin to conform to each others life, I mean that's find, but the flirting. It keeps everything alive. But, man, I miss you so much. And it's what keeping me up.