Old habits die hard. I'm fucking sick of everyone taking advantage. Fuck it, my 'friends' do, my family does it. My fucking god, I have yet to meet someone who hasn't. I'm sick of it. I want it to all to stop. fuck that, I remember last year this shit wouldn't happen. I wouldn't be so fucking nice. I was some what in control of who could hurt me and who couldn't. It's like what the fuck? Fuck it though. I miss my old self. I'm going back.