Funeral for a Friend I'm scared to go. I didn't know her as well as my brother, but going to her funeral puts a knot in my stomach. I'm hoping time will stop so I won't go, but then I realize that time did stop. For her.. that night. It's crazy to think about how young she was. If I measure how long I'll live with how long she lived, I only have 4 more years. She'll never get married, fall in love, go to a high school reunion. :/