I want to make you happy. Give you anything you want. It's funny because you really don't get that. I don't think you really get how much I care about you. It's funny because so much crap has happened and I'm still here. Loving you beyond reason. I can't do anything about it either. I just have to sit here, and wait. I have to wait to see how things play out. I have to wait to show you how much I care. I hope I'll have my chance to show you soon. I really really really really hope I'll be able to show you how much I care. I love you. And I mean every word of it.