Funny how two nights ago I heard you sleep through the phone and then last night I cried myself to sleep because I thought I was a burden for you. We didn't speak. And it didn't help. I can not believe how jealous I was when I heard you were with her all day. Then, I just sort of made up my mind to let you go because I was a burden. A burden you should not have to deal with. But to tell you the truth, I am quite pathetic. Just waiting to see if you respond to any communication I send you, I do not know if you will. I do not know if you have dropped me. I do not even know what is going on anymore, but all I can do is just sit here and endure it all. This is what I get for giving my everything. Just please do not make me regret it, please?