Feeling Empty. That pretty much sums up everything for the past couple of months. I feel pathetic. I can't sleep at the same time as the rest of the family because I know I'll have nightmares. I stay up late thinking of things that could somehow explain why the crap I feel this way. I cry for no apparent reason at all, and I fake a smile to hide the truth from my parents. I'm hiding everything so I don't worry my family about something I don't even know. There's nothing really to say, nothing to complain about other than this horrible ache I feel. The unexplainable ache and emptiness I feel. :