Easier said that done. How pathetic am I? I keep going back on what I am saying. I should be happy it;s over. He didn't give me what I needed. Sure he was good with the physical things. But what about the emotional ones, like the little cute I love yous? He only did it when he was a lone and that was rare. But what ever shall I do? Keep moping or try to get over it. I want to get over it, but it's so hard. I don't know. What everrrrr. Oh well, today I wrote this note on facebook. It said post you name if you want to know what I think about you. No lies, just the truth. I sounded like a bitch in some of them, like Farrell's. I told her I hated that she was an attention seeker. It really disgusted me, but I still love her. And Paul's He always tried to act like something he wasn't. And Jakob's; I hated his flirting. It made me uncomfortable. What about me. What would people think of me? Maria's a whore, undecisive and completely pathetic. She tries to be strong and hide things, but she can't. She's an absolute failure at life. And she can't do anything right. She messes everything up. Maria Mess-up should be her nickname. Yup, that pretty much sums me up. Hmm.. great self-esteem I have there. Mann, I have mad issues.