I'm such a pitiful teenager!

First, I cry over running an inevitable red light. Then I listen to sad songs, and then I feel bad for everything. Do I feel like I just need to be sad for a while? Has my inner conscious ran out of good-happy-feelings, that now I have to wallow in self-pity? I say no. It's not going to happen. I'm sorry, but no. If I'm sad, it's must be for a reason that I can understand, otherwise, fuck ittt. :P