Gary,

Hi. You're gone, we all know that now. It's upsetting because you were just such a great person. Every time I think about what happened and all the opportunities that I could have hung out with you and I didn't. It just upsets me. I wish I could have known you better. I wish you were still here. I miss you and I love you. Be my guiding star, please? I need you. Even if you're here or not, I still do need you.