There's nothing to say, but everything needed to be said.y I don't know what you did to me. I've been feeling lonely and lonely-er as the days go on. I've noticed that I want something different. Not just one hook up, I want a relationship. One that means something with the both of us. I want to say that I'll wait for you forever, but I just doubt I even have a chance. To you I'm just a friend and you find every excuse to just not be with me. I just really wish you'd tell me what you really feel. Like I did, although it was purely out of stupidity. Oh well. I'm yearning for something different. Something with meaning that lasts months, maybe even years. I want something steady with a great guy, but will the great guy that will do this come my way? Is he willing to make me happy as I'm willing to make him happy? Gah, I have so much love that I just want to give... but I'm sort of scared too. But I want to put the fears aside, like I did with you. Gah.. too bad you didn't stop me before I got in this deep. You always gave me hope that I was at least something to you, but you were just trying to be nice. :/