School has started, but it started all wrong.

First day: I stayed up really late finishing up some summer assignments my parents had prevented me from finishing, so when I was on the way to school I had to buy an energy drink, which I didn't get to drink until lunch because we were almost late. THENNNN, my schedule was all wrong and I realized that the only class I had picked for myself was the one I was unable to have because of schedule conflicts. Then I after that I was incredibly tired and just sad. And going back to the school made me feel alone. So although I was surrounded by a bunch of people, I felt as I was the only one walking from class to class. Most of my friends, who I usually talked to, weren't in any of my classes, so that made me feel even more alone than before. So that was an incredibly scary and sad experience, but I knew that when I'd get home my parents would be waiting to hear all the details from school. But alas, that didn't happen because they've been super busy remodeling the bathroom. Which is good, and I understand, but that just made me feel worse. I wanted to rant, and I had nobody that I trusted enough to do it. So I was just left alone with a book. Which is good for the most part, but yeah, I really needed someone at the moment. But I guess I understand.

Second day: I was still going by my messed up schedule but I was hoping that it would be fixed. Which it wasn't but I wasn't that worried about it because I had already seen the guidance counselour and he said he'd fix it as soon as possible. Which was a great relief since I thought that I could get everything I wanted this year (referring to classes, of course). Then I do believe I had to talk to a few teachers in order to see if I was allowed to take their classes independently. They agreed, so that was a relief as well. Over all the day was a lot better than the first day, which, again, was a relief.

Third day: Morning was quick, we left earlier, but we got stuck behind a broken down car. Not that bad though because we still got to school early enough for me to drink my juice. Anyway, Adam was really nice and it was sort of like old times. With out the smuuushyyy kissy stuff. Which I must admit, I miss a lot. But it's okay because I'm going to get over him. With time, I'll forget about what we had. I think? Anyway, it was pretty good. Adam walked me to my locker, and well... he hugged me like he used to. Not a we're-friends kind of hug, it was a I'm-going-to-wrap-my-arms-around-you-and-have-you-as-close-as-possible-for-as-long-as-possible kind of hug. Which took me by surprise, but it's okay. I won't fall for it. Promise. But after that, my schedule got all fixed and tomorrow I should have a normal day as a Senior. :) Things will turn out great this year. I'm determined to make it so.