Isnt it weird that the only time i've been writing is the 24th of each month? Geeee.... i think its weird. I guess im cursed. lol. Well yeah after the movies July 17th me and brandon went out yet another time. Its was cool.... well i guess... then he broke upo with me through myspace. he sounded very sincere, but he wasnt. I learned this from his step-brother, jeremy. we have been talking for about a week. we started talking because of me. i wanted to hurt brandon some way. whether emotionally or physically. soooooo i thought emotionally would be the best. soooo i tried getting jeremy and it worked. he told me brandon had cheated on me and i was mad. but not heart-broken, cuz i knew there was someone else for me. then i started having a real crush on jeremy. jeremy finally asked me out and i said yes. i said yes because i wanted to. i knew it wouldnt hurt brandon cuz brandon doesnt even like me anymore. therefore what was the use of saying yes. there wasnt.... but i wanted to say yes because i liked jeremy. anyways...i guess you guys are updated about my life now. tomorrow im going to see jeremy. well i hope. &heart;
Maria