Its not fair i tell you! it really isnt. I mean i got sad cuz he told me that he was quitting everything that made him happy. (not me) but its not fair!! and then today I waved like crazy to him but he ignored me... and then, he was sad and i asked what was wrong... and he said nothing. I went to class to put my stuff down when i came out side and he was getting a drink. I got a quick drink and i went to talk to him, but he was talking to some other chick and it seemed that all his problems were gone. it hurt. then we made eye contact and my eyes watered. A tear fell and he saw it!... i was going to talk to him but he just left. adn then right after 6th i was going to talk to him, but i saw him and i felt happy. Then i looked back and he ditched me. i went to say hi to maleeha once i realized this... and i couldnt believe it. i held in my tears and started walking. then i looked back and he was happily talking to my best friend. Does he not like me?! Im i freaking out for no reason?! Gosh i hate this!!.......... &heart; Maria