But sometimes time has to be a factor. He said this to me and I've denied and changed millions of things to be with him. He's made me better, and now he officially knows I love him; but 'things are going with Natasha' that's freaking gay. I love him, I really love him. It's driving me nuts. I really love him, but I'm officially 'not out of the picture' or so he says. But I'm going stay in the freaking corner, waiting for him. How pathetic must I be?