Last day of being 15 How does it feel? Fucking horrible. Everyone's been pissy at me lately. Every fucking thing I do is wrong. Every thought, action, feeling, etc... wrong. You know what I wish sometimes? That I could just do what I want and not care about what others have to say or think. I want to be a bitch and be proud of it. I want to be selfish and gain something. Always seems like I'm in the negatives when it comes to scores. Two days before my birthday.. My mother tells me I'm a fucked up child. A day before my birthday.. My best friend gets pissy about me acting as if I was going to hit her (in a kidding sort of way), but moments before she made me slam my head into the floor. Oh man.. I can't wait what the fuck life has in store for me tomorrow.