I'm supposed to open up to you, but sometimes I don't know if I want to. I'm too scared that all I'll say will be used against me. I don't make sense, and things I say don't either... Do I tell you the truth? Yes, but does that mean it's constant? No.

And I don't knwo what to do, every day there's a problem. I'm sick of it, but I'm still fighting for this. Why? I don't know anymore. I get mad at you for no reason, but you get me happy for being there.

I'm absolutely confused. I know I love you, but am I supposed to be this scared of this? I know I don't want to lose you, I'm more scared of that than anything else.. But is it supposed to be this hard?