Reignited flame is burning up a brittle friendship Two choices : Her - She's the one that chose him before me . Hid it from me . She's the one that always says she'll be there , but never is . The one I always try to comfort , but it's never enough . She's also my bestfriend . We've gone through everything together . She's strayed off , but now says she's back . But I'm the reason she's upset . He doesn't like her because he likes me , but he was my first love . My first real relationship years ago . She knew that and ignored it . Him - He's the boy of my dreams . He's the boy I wanted to give the world to . He's been in my life for years , I loved him . But I didn't think he loved me back . Now we're here . Everything is different , as if we were two strangers falling for each other again . He's caring and says he wants everything to be different . It's already different . I don't think I should choose , but it seems like its what it is boiling down to . I haven't thought of who , or even if I'm willing to choose . I don't want to and I hope that I won't have to .