I don't want to..
I amaze myself. I woke up early this morning because I was nervous because I was going to see you. Then when the time actually comes. I don’t talk. I avoid conversation with you, unless I blame it on the darn hyperness. And there I was, right next to you. Hyperventilating, with my heart beating 20 times the average speed. All I was thinking was, He’s right next to me! Do something! Mess with him, anything! And I did nothing. Now I can think of million different things I could of said, and millions of possibilities, but I did none of them. Because I’m too shy around you, and I want to be perfect for you. I don’t know what would upset you, I don’t know the limits and I don’t want to cross them with out knowing it.
Because I don’t want to mess up anything when it comes to you.
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