The one grandparent I've actually connected with is sick. Sick and not seeming to get better. My mom's a wreck, I'm trying not to cry, but fuck. This isn't fair. Out of both sets of grandparents, my mom's parents have been the only ones that have actually cared enough to get to know me. Everyone loves my brother cause he's the oldest of the grandchildren, but damn... my grandma cared. I talked to her every time she came here. She asked me to go back with her, but I didn't. I wish I did. I can't even see her. :( I'm so scared now.