Its been a hoot since fall semester. Not sure where to start.

Yesterday was Ash Wednesday, something remarkable happened. As an ex and I were rekindling our relationship something has been lost - no reason for it either. This is something we both realized last night and now I'm here.

Feeling a little concerned for myself - something that I haven't learned is how to be in a relationship. I'm not good at them, but have I honestly wasted 4-5 years with him and still not realized I'm not compatible with other people. It seems so silly to think of myself of starting from zero at 21... I know a lot of other people struggle with it at 50 or 60 or what ever... But where do I go from here? That's my real question.