"Today, will be hard..."

That's the updated the status of one of my dear friends. And I do think it sums up what today will be. I've decided (or someone has helped me decide) that I need to break off any potential with a certain person of the male gender. It is complicated enough as it is, but this, I hope, will be my speech.

Although I am incredibly attracted to him, I know things will start and end with in a month or less, so there is no future. It would be futile to try to be something knowing that it will in fact end. I might care about him loads, but if he doesn't feel the same way, then what's the point of trying so hard to make something happen that won't. Maybe I do love him? (MAYBE, I said MAYBE, I swear) But what good does that do if the feelings are not reciprocated? And he's playing with me. Well, I actually don't know about that part, but apparently everyone can see it but me. And apparently I'm a blinded fool, so it must be true.

So anyway, girls are right. Guys are jerks, but girls are pretty dumb anyway for falling for the wrong guys.