Is Change really For the better? That's what has been going through my head all night. I mean, I want to change because what I've done in the past has not been me. I did it to impress, I guess. And now, if I really am just me... how are people going react to that? Hm.. Oh well, But I really like Teddy. I know he likes me but he doesn't want to because I've been so bad in the past. :/ How upsetting is that? Another barrier I can't overcome because of something I can't change. Pathetic, eh?