Things have been so confusing.

Adam's been crazy. He's a really confusing boy. He flirts, and flirts, and flirts, and flirts. And sometimes, I think he's waiting for a kiss, but that will NOT happen unless we're dating.

Anywho, I'm in a good place right now. Good friends and a good life. Except for the stacks of amounts of homework, and lack of sleep. But that's okay as long as I have a lot of coffee and I laugh a lot. I looked like a crazy nut, but it was A-OKAY. Cause at least I was entertained and so were my friends. But anyway, senior year's good. I'm going to miss my first day at school on Monday cause it's my brother's 21st birthday. I will most likely be his designated driver, so that's exciting? Hahaha.

On another note, the anniversary of my grandma's death is coming up. And I honestly don't know how to handle it. I haven't actually dealt with her death since it happened. So I don't know how things are going to go. I'm so scared that I'll break down like I did last year. But unlike this year, I have people who'll help me pick up the pieces, I hope?