Insanity. Maybe I'm insane, but then again. What's the definition of being insane. Not sane. Hah. It's just like me saying I'm not normal. And that indeed, I am not. Far from normal, but being normal is so over rated. Maybe sanity is the same way. But why do you ask I say this? Hmm, well it probably has to deal with my love life. There once was a girl who fell for every guy she couldn't have, but grew bored when she found out they were drooling at her feet. Then, one came about and completely threw her out of her ways. Now she had to work hard for this one, changing what she once was into something she's never dreamed of being. Now she's quiet, more reserved, losing things she doesn't need nor does she care about. Hmm, all for this one boy. A boy that makes he blood run hot with a glance and her hopes run high with a smile. Whom might this girl be? Well, yes. I'm talking about myself. Today I completely through this guy out of the water because he just wanted one kiss. Although my hormones were raging because I'm one over hormonic kind of girll.. I still said no. And why? Because that one boys name was being screamed in my head. Hundreds and thousand times over. Maybe he's different. But I will never know, unless he gives me a chance. Hmm, I've never liked it when other people had control of the future, but with him. I don't think I really mindd. Oh goshh, he's really changed me.. hasn't he.