Hmmm, lots and nothing has happened while I've been away. After seeing Brandon. A lot of different and new feelings started resurfacing. I didn't want them to. Oh well, I liked this one guy for a really long time. [Cameron] and Priscilla decided to like him too. So I, being a good friend, stepped away. And that's the last of him. I was left to think relentlessly about other candidates. There were a lot, but none that sparked my interest. Later, I went back out with Zach Gray and that didn't end well. Anyways, I've had a lot of time to think over spring break. I know I don't need a guy. I have a great friend. That should be enough, but I am not satisfied. I want a guy to love and to love me back. I admit it. I am a hopeless romantic =(. Wish I wasn't but I am. It is my crime. Oh well, My birthday is next Saturday. I'm dreading next Saturday. That means my parents are going to plan out something wacky and I'm getting older. That's just really gay. =(.