Ok first we go through the weekend...then talk about stuff....this weekend was good! saturday morning bright and early, i took the SATs and i think i did ok... which is good! I met brittany and it was sooo good to see her again after awhile... i mean i know that we've had our differences and what not, but i mean come on! And yeah she cant expect to climb straight up to spot of best friend where she left earler this year, because i mean that would be nto a good idea, and thats stupid of me to have her be that way and come back and expect her to be #1 friend in my life. But i love her anyway and im glad we are freinds again. So yeah we went to arby's with ben and james after the test, and then she came over to my house to meet the familia (she hasnt seen them in awhile, and at one point she was like family...kinda is i guess... but now there are more people closer to being family than she is). It was really good to talk to her and get things off my mind. In case you were wondering, yes this is a walk through the entire weekend! I went shopping yesterday... i was supposed to go with madre (bc she pays for stuff if shes there) and then padre decided to come along... which was good bc he got me jewelry that madre wouldnt. I actually enjoyed spending time with the parents and it was kinda fulfilling... for once. We decided to be all indian (i love it), went to the indian store (got a movie) and then to some indian restaurant we've never been to, and it was sooo good i ate soo much. i was up until 3 (watched movie i rented, was 3 hrs, so got done around 2... but since it was one where the guy-favorite man ever...see picture above- was a villain, he was all bad and i hated him, so then i watched an hour of some cutesy girly chick flick he was in and i was ok. Up at 11 this morning (and i never sleep in... im a morning person). THANK YOU to aneet who lent me her HLA book becuase i really neeed to bring up the history grade (ew latin american history-sorry diego but its boring...no hard feelings). Then parker came over for tang... we were talking on the phone and it got to "you should stop by for tang sometime"..."sure, how about now??" so he was here and that was good... i got to give him the card thing... dont know if hes read it or not... speaking of parker.. yeah i am doing his campaign thing so yeah i get to manage 2....IM SO EXCITED! and i get to take the ACTs next weekend (thanks a bunch madre)... anyway yeah tang was fun... went to chompies with eric, james, christina, and morgan... went to b&n bought a book.... off to christina's to watch alias... i was soo excited that vaughn and lauren were gonna be apart... damn him and his stupid lovability... yeah jordan knows what i mean. Now im here...should be doing history outline... but not. Ok weekend's over.. now talking stuff. I know, I can go on forever.. (and not all my stories have a point.. but some do PARKER) anyway im getting really sick of one group of friends, and if someone close to me hadnt pointed out a few things earlier this year, i wouldnt have noticed and they wouldnt have bugged me as much as they do. But yeah it sucks because im with them a lot. And i have a general 2 groups of friends...and of course many sub-groups.. but of the 2 main ones... not telling which, so dont bother trying to guess...theres only a 50% chance its you. Looking back, last week sucked and i was such a mess... god it was baaad. i think im better this week though, or at least i hope so. And i know that like EVERYONE is going through hard times, and everyone is either crabby or depressed... and we all jsut need to snap out of it... but i know its wayyy easier said than done. So everyone should know that i love you all and if you need anything, you should call. Wow if you've actually sat here and read the entire freakin thing... i applaud you, YOU are a true friend... everytime i write something long, my computer malfunctions and it doesnt make it up to the posting.... so if this works, ill be happy, if not, ill cry! Love you!