well. other than my music selection im a bit pissy. i hang out with whom i want when i want and i dont like my relationships with people affecting others. it just doesnt need to happen. today is the birthday of some guy my friend and i were crazy about in middle school...god i hate him. oh well he deserves the hating. Anyway a slightly delayed happy birthday to eric... we talked for like 2 hrs last night and i feel much better now that i got some things out. And eric...nothing will happen i promise. i am going to watch darr this week...a movie where shahrukh plays like a psychotic obsessed lover...or so i hear...and you can bet im excited about it. he is so effing cool...and aparna if you read this, you are definitely BEHIND me in line...true blue fans go first. oh well. im so excited for veer-zaara to come out. one other interesting bit of shahrukh news... for some reason my math skills failed *damn SL* and i thought he was gonna be 40 on nov. 2 but actually only 39! YES one less year between us! Ok im pathetic...eric didnt even need to tell me this time. SHEIDA: do not read the comments my aunt gave the end of darr away in them so DO NOT READ THEM but she would kill me if i deleted her comment. Ill update again later. Nisha