Happy Vishu! today wasnt tooo bad. I talked to mrs. berens today a lot and she really helped me through the day. I appreciate all she does for me, i dont know where i'd be without her. Im really tired, and parker's typing in aditi's room so yeah its not like we are even working. I talked to my cousin lachu today who apparently reads this all the time....so HEY LACH! thanks for the talk :) i decided that this is too frustrating, so instead of people being like aww whats wrong? then turning around and saying what the hell does she have to be so depressed about? im just saying this right now. Believe it or not, im not just saying this to get everyone to ask about how im doing, im really not ok. If you dont care then dont ask, how are you? because i dont wanna hear it, and to be honest, the people who i think should care basically arent. Anyway a lot of people have picked today to tell me...geez whats with you and the indianness, or well everything you say has to do with india so yeah....if thats the way you feel then im sorry you feel that way but you can just go shove it or not talk to me. This is me take it or leave it, and if you leave it then FINE. Waiting for this weekend, hopefully much better than last weekend, and well to be honest, it better be because last weekend was the lowest of the low. Friday night im going to em's house...saturday project and lunch at diegos place ( i love you!!) and then SUNDAY.....SHAHRUKH DAY AT SHEIDA'S HOUSE!!! thats the best! oh sorry am i being too indian? forgive me. Anyway at least it'll be better than last sunday where i ended up in tears at parker's house. o well. I dunno what else to say. Vote Parker for Student Body President!!! Vote Ben for Student Body Sec/Treas!! Ok thats it... Nish