so im in college. and i havent been on this site in forever. basically i dont blog in any way, shape, or form. I changed into wrtiting in a journal for myself. I did a lot of thinking, and see a lot of mistakes i've made over the past year. It's funny because the same ones I had promised myself I wouldnt make...yeah i did anyway. but basically the amount of shahrukh i need to keep me going here is nuts. but it is a glorious thing. so this is for me. because i cant do this in a paper journal... here goes. That's it. anyway hope everyone is having a nice life. And, if anyone who actually reads this wants to see pics of the dorm, etc, ask me for the link. Love, Nish