oh, im aggravated. for tons of reasons. and school is definitely a big one. OH MAN! but i guess it isnt the only one...tons of crap going on in the home too. umm so biology study group...PROTEIN STRUCTURE PARTY. thats the only thing i'll remember, the stages of proteins or whatever. bc we made a party analogy! hence the title PARTY. as far as the ash part.... aishwarya rai (same girl who came on 60 mins earlier this month and is miss world 1994 and is a huge star in india and is starring in bride and prejudice which releases this friday i believe) is on the late show with david letterman tonight! in celebration, im listening to music from her movies. and a lot of shahrukh/lucky ali. anyway. bio studying was so much fun. the guy at subway wanted to kill me though. hi, i need 5 subs. oh, yeah i forgot to give lajuanda back her 15 bucks. umm and theres always something that i want to get done in a day but dont. oh man i gotta stop this. umm so i was sitting in english, towards the end of class when i really started spacing out. and i was just thinking about stuff in my life and whatnot, and i looked at the board and my name was on there for something. now this is sounding weird before i even write it. but like seeing my name written down is weird. like its a label of me. and all i stand for. and like i see this weirdness in that. because i dont even know about all i stand for. because it seems sometimes that what i feel contradicts what i think. and a whole lot of weird stuff. that i'm not too good at expressing. your name in writing...omg. and just a lil note. psychology today: a) thank you SOOOO much to rex who gave me his national geographic with the "Shah Rukh Khan is God" article...it's such a collector's thing. and that movie is...wow. oh man. i cried. but oh well. ok its aishwarya time! love nish time to go to see ash. and other stuff. edit~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so saw the late show. aishwarya cracked me up. but she did the fake-smile thing. anyway they showed a scene from bride and prejudice and it was so funny. i gotta see that movie this weeekend.