so guys do things on purpose. everything. im convinced. and they know what they do to us. they know. i know they know. dont you?!? ok so today. last night after being online later than i wanted to, i decided to watch k3g, but i didnt. i'm going to as soon as im done with this post. woke up and after breakfast i took a shower and STRAIGHTENED my hair. lets hope it stays good for at least another day. lets HOPE. and then i went to do my Penn interview. which was not as good as i had hoped, mainly bc the lady was not prepared at all, and even brought her kid...what the eff?!? but after that, trevor picked me up (who told me i looked nice and even opened the car door for me...what a nice boy) and took me to chipotle so i could get some food then we both went to christina's. and he played video games. and christina and i did a bit too. and then eric came. and we played more. well then THEY played, christina and i sat on the bed and chatted. and finally the time came for eric and i to leave so i could go home and "get ready" for the unitown party, but really i just fixed my eyeliner and we picked up reiser. and then went to eric's house so he could change. and it was chinese new year, so there were all these people in eric's house. and there was this waaaay cute kid who waved at me and laughed and held onto my finger. god i love kids.... and then we finally went. that sucks that my story telling isnt amazing. thats just too bad, its the way i am. accept it and move on. thats right. do it. and i was having some issues at the unitown party, which i knew would happen and that was why i didnt wanna go. but i did anyway. and in reference to the title, i did something stupid. I told someone something today. and i know i shouldnt have because i know they cant keep a secret too well. and idk what will happen this time, its my fault though because once I told them something and they did tell someone. so yeah. im scared about that. so eric and i left. we went back to christina's house and started watching before the sunrise. it's sooo good, almost done. i think she's coming over tomorrow...for SUPER BOWL! mainly bc we have a lot of food in our house. feel free to join our party. it is a party at our house so there is gonna be soooo much food. omg. im scared just thinking about it!!! come help out! and tomorrow im going seeds-of-peacing. im excited about the auction item progress. but this meeting on monday shall be interesting indeed. ok now ima go watch ddlj. even though its 12:30am. go me!! love nish