hi the picture above is a still from one of my favorite movies about a guy (who happens to be shahrukh) and a girl who are best friends and crap happens and life goes on and they lose each other and people cry and basically stuff i love. I stumbled upon this picture and since all of them had long picture titles, i clicked on this one because it was simply called BEST FRIENDS. so i clicked and saw this and something about this made me think....(and if you dont know why you are a moron) and i thought a lot (and cried). So this picture really is one i like...just thought id share. anyway i feel like im all alone in this world... with no where to go, no one to turn to. ..and im the kind of person who lives to make myself needed by people, and i just feel that now all the people i make my self fully available to...im no longer needed for anything. and i just feel like theres so much i have to say but no one to say it to. i have this weird feeling like ive lost everyone, even though i guess i really havent, it feels a lot like i have. but i just dont feel like people are caring about what happens to me...like i have to care about everything in everyone elses life but no one ACTUALLY cares about what happens in mine...and i know there are some that probably really do butwhy cant they show it once in awhile? and for getting that picture to me... thank you diego for all the emailing and copy-pasting of URLs. And thank you jordan for all you said today, it truly meant something. and parker...i like your hair! i better get a good yearbook! and to everyone else... goodnight. nish