today sucked, i hated it. i now have a few decisions to make in my life, and i need to make them before i regret them. these past few weeks have been hell like no one can imagine, and the next few wont be too much better. i have a lot on my mind now so if i am a bit mean to you, im sorry in advance. i hate my 0 hr, and it should die. i have a test in there tomorrow and i have to record all my lies. there was a lot of today that i spoke the truth and purely about what i felt...but w/e. i decided i absolutely love barnes and noble, because i can go there and get lost in another world, a life thats way cooler than mine and for at least a few hours, i can leave my problems behind. i dont think people read these anymore, but wtf, i dont care. Senior year sucks and i hate it. the end.