oook so life. friday was supposed to be the best ever. i was going to chili's with ms. parker and eric and christina and james and patrick. kamka ended up there too. and then we went to the slam. was supposed to go to ben and jerry's after and then to christina's house for slaughterfest and then one fine day/before sunset. but no. i had to be sick. i just effing had to. so after the slam (which i was so dizzy during) i got home. fever=103.7 . oh yeah. sucks. and this entire weekend, with the exception of a little bit, has been me, in my bed, coughing while either sleeping or reading a trashy romance novel. "Phantom Waltz" if you must be specific. its so cute. so unrealistic, but so cute. i cried. call me stupid, i can take it. and im finally better-ish for v-day. the fever is FINALLY gone. so tomorrow=valentine's day. sounds like fun? umm maybe not. we'll see. talked to jordan today. for like 1.5 hrs. it was amazing. sooo excited for her to come on thursday. shelbs came over today for a tad to work on psych. we got the lists done. and umm, i got her started on ZUMA! what a goood game. last night i cried. a lot. dont know why im sharing this. i was sick and knew i had a fever, was too hot and too cold at the same time. and couldnt fall asleep. so i was up from 12 to about 1:20 in the morning tossing and turning. so i just cried. and then started thinkin about stuff. and cried some more. well ima go read more trashy romance now. oh and i saw hitch this weekend. my padres didnt want me to go out bc i was sick, but on sat afternoon i felt fine. so i "worked on a project" while parker and i saw hitch. it was cute. i'd so see it again. in fact i just may want to. ok NOW im gonna go read more. phantom waltz awaits me. unfortunately no shahrukh this weekend. :( love nish