i jsut wrote a long ass private diary entry which DID not get in... so im peeved. and can i just say... ARGH!!!!! ok anyway sometimes i wish i lived in india. i mean when everyones talking about these lyrics make me cry... aww im like yeah me too. But you know the real tearjerkers for me are hindi and if iwas in good ol india i could say hey remember in that movie jhankaar beats? suno na made me cry. So i decided that even if i cant share with people, i made a playlist of the hindi songs that make me cry the most and lucky ali has a few.... btw hes another man i wouldnt mind marrying... i know the name LUCKY but still you could arrange me in that marriage anyday. Can you tell i had quite the indian day? Oh while we're on that subject.... shahrukh...yeah i know hes married but hey that could change. Im suddenly realizing that none of you except aneet and maybe sheida (if you read this) have any freakin clue who im talking about. See? im living in a different world, which no offense to anyone, but i like that one better, where i can sit and cry when i see shahrukh be his amazing self on screen and wonder why there cant be such men in real life because then i wouldnt wanna die. and i could cry through the entire film devdas more than i already do(which is saying something big),and i could live in the world i love. I could walk down the street singing chaand taare and no one would bother me. but whatever point is im not in india and i have to deal with that. anyway thats it. im having a good life in the middle of az where there is no indian activity ever... and i have to deal by going up to the indian store everyweekend and guzzling thums up. before i leave i just wanna say sheida is my favorite person for the weekend! bye