i need to do this: TRY THIS: write ten statements intended towards 10 different people. write about something you would never say to his/her face or something that you wish you would have said, but didn't. there is no need to tell the person it was about him/her, but if the courage is there, do it. why not right? yeah i have like 12 but w/e…and all of you can prob guess who you are, but w/e 1) You and i have been two peas in a pod for soo many years and unfortunately now we have drifted. We never see each other and never talk...ok rarely. Even when we do talk, i feel like our conversation is fake, kinda forced. i know we had planned our entire lives together and i know it wont happen that way, but i still love you and miss you. 2) You were my first non DCMS friend in high school, and i can proudly say that we are still close to each other today. And now we are growing slightly apart because i am being pulled in a billion different directions. I want to thank you so much for everything and i love that i can talk to you about anything. Everytime i fall, you help me back up and for me, that means everything. Thank you... 3) I dont even know what to say about you...well let's just say i love you. You have given me one of the best friendships i have ever had and i know how valuable that is. I cannot even begin to describe how much i care about you, and even though i think you know, you tend to overlook it. We have had some rough times in these past few years but together we have managed to pull through. In all honesty, i dont know whether its you or me, but sometimes i feel like you know me better than i know myself and i can tell you anything in the world, but at others i just feel like this friendship is a joke. And the 2nd one is the side of me that you see more of..and im sorry. We dont see each other much so we should be happy during the time we do, not bickering. I love you and will miss you more than others when we graduate. 4) I dont really know you, but i really would like to. from what i do know, you are a really great guy who makes me laugh. Hopefully we'll get to know each other better. 5)You have taught me the meaning of friendship. We have been through everything together, and have never even fought. Now you definitely know me better than I know myself. First we were just acquaintances and then as time passed, we became this. You are the best friend I could ever ask for and whats more…Betsy loves you too! Im gonna cry so much when I leave next year, and when I come visit I will have to visit you in your house bc its my second home! I love you sooo much and I want to thank you for ALWAYS being there for me! I know this sounds like every other 11 peoples on here but you take the cake for friendship and I don’t know where id be without you! You have always given me your shoulder to cry on, like when you open your door (or someone elses) and im standing there a mess. Thank you for your compassion, I really appreciate it. 6) Wow… you know just about everything about me. Maybe theres like one thing you don’t. maybe. Too bad we aren’t compatible :) I really like the fact that we have such a good, rather open friendship, and I do appreciate it. Seriously, who else do I talk to at like 1:30 when im falling asleep on the phone? You are such a great person and im so happy to have you as one of my closest friends. I really like the fact that you are honest, because even when the world thinks im pathetic, you are the only one who will say it to me. And sometimes that’s just what someone needs to hear (even if it is from a pansy)! In all seriousness, thank you for being there for me 24 hrs a day (literally) and for the gift of your friendship. And yes, I could blackmail you in a fraction of a second (remember kona grill?) but you could do the same so I would never! 7) I miss you sooo much and cherish our friendship dearly. You helped me to be confident and assertive, and helped me to stand up for what I believe in. We have had some great times together and I hope I can come see you as soon as possible, and I am fiercely jealous of those 2 who can. I’ll send the pics with them! Thank you for all you have done for me, for you have helped me become who I am today and thank you for all your support (i.e. desert ridge….) because you will never be forgotten, I guarantee it. I love you soo much and miss you tons. 8) You have known me the longest of any of these 12 people! We have fought a lot and been through a lot together, but deep down I know you adore me! Because you know I love you! Anyway I think we are waaay closer now, which I think is good…so im just gonna leave you with this thought…. MAUL YOU LIKE A BEAR!!! You better be able to guess this you little shit! 9) You my dear are the person I can share experiences with more than most. We kinda have the same issue, in two slightly different formats. You have helped me to understand more of the issue and that I think is how we became friends…aside from the Winget LA trip which was waaay fun with you! And now we are so close! You mean the world to me! Oh and…you like shahrukh which is always a plus! Soon you’ll love him as much as me! Anyway thanks for letting me vent to you as much as I do…you are one of the sweetest, nicest people I know, and I say that proudly! You rock! 10) I held a grudge against you for like 4 or 5 years, but now I see the error in my ways! You are one of the coolest people I know and always know how to make me laugh when I need it! I love having you to walk with from class to class and as a friend! Thanks for looking out for me! 11) You and I will get that man here one day! You are one of the most sincere people in the world and one of the most creative…thanks for the shirt! As you say....mucho pyar! 12) Even though you are so busy, you always make time for the people in your life. We have done some really cool things...and together, I think we’ve hit every restaurant in Scottsdale! Oh yeah and thanks for introducing me to the bean! You and your compassion are such an inspiration to me, I thought you should know. Thanks for making me try to be a better person.